Tuesday, July 24, 2012

let the sun shine

After much pain and not getting better after PT, I made an appt with a sports orthopedic doc two weeks ago. She ordered an MRI and low and behold, I have a stress fracture. I kinda wished I had known about it right after the marathon, so I'd be three weeks further into recovery, but I know now. Stuck in this lovely boot for the time being.


The doc apparently sent me to the Mercedes of orthopedic boot shops, as this bad boy cost me a cool $450. It has a nifty compression pump. But I didn't really feel like shelling out that kind of money for this stupid injury.

I see the doc Monday to check in, and because there was something else funky going on in the bone, I go back for more imaging in a couple weeks.

In the mean time, I've been swimming and biking for the first time in years and years. I'm really out of shape and incredibly slow at both, so it's been a little rough getting into it. I miss my running buddies. I miss running.  I feel tired after biking and swimming, but it isn't the same as a good running workout. Maybe I need more practice at them both before I feel good about a workout. I can't go very far in either yet - the last thing I need is to hurt my shoulder or strain a hamstring. But I'm working on enjoying it.

I'm trying to be positive while I'm laid up with this stress fracture and I've been mostly successful, but I've been in a funk the last couple days. I officially backed out of Ragnar, which is really disappointing. I am also sad that I won't be able to run the ladies half the next weekend. The medal was cute and I wanted to race with the women on the team. I got into the Twin Cities 10 Mile, but probably won't be ready to run that either. I'm getting soft (lost a lot of muscle, replaced with fat) and though it has been stable so far, I'm worried about gaining weight. I'm crabby at the selection of match.com men I seem to be getting paired up with. And though it really needed to be done, I just spent $2500 I don't have to get the bathroom walls replaced and the tile redone, which yeah it looks nice, but I have many other things I'd have rather spent that money on. Yup, throwing myself one hell of a pity party.

Hoping to snap out of it.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

once a cheater...

If I go on one more date with a man who turns out to be MARRIED, I am going to freaking lose it. Ok, so it's only happened 4 times. But FOUR TIMES seems like a lot, right? Four times to go out with men on the pretense that they are single and available (and for 3 of the 4 the lie was in writing, on their match profile), only to find out that they are married. Not separated. MARRIED! [and yes, I know that all caps means shouting. I am shouting.]

Tonight was another failed match.com experiment. Met a guy for a drink. The guy has a wife and 3 young daughters back in France, and his wife didn't want to travel back and forth with him and the girls. So, he was looking for something on the side during the 2 weeks/mo he's in Mpls. His profile said he was divorced. I guess the good news is that he was honest.

I just hate this.

Sunday, July 8, 2012

back at it

I'm back on match.com. Lord, help me.

Sunday, July 1, 2012

hiatus

Day 14 of no running. Twice as long as I've ever gone since I started running in 2003. I'm trying to be ok with my forced hiatus due to the torn calf muscle that, surprisingly, was not made better by running a marathon. Go figure. At least that's what the PT thought it was, though when I saw her just a couple days after the race, my legs were too inflamed to really tell what was wrong. I see her again on Tuesday, and hopefully will know a little more about how long it'll likely be before I'm back.

My current worry is that I'll be out long enough that I won't be able to do Ragnar in August. I really don't want to miss out on that. I have always wanted to do it, and it is looking to be an awesome time. I know, I know, it wouldn't be the end of the world if I couldn't do it. I just haven't ever had an injury like this before and I don't know what to expect.

In the mean time, I'm crawling out of my skin from lack of cardio. I'm aqua-jogging for as long as I can stand it every day (which is 45 minutes so far; after that, I'm cold, pruny, and bored to tears). I'm also doing pilates every day and I'm going to give bodypump a try tomorrow too (minus the lunges). It's better than nothing.


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